sudden rush of emotions
There are those times when you don’t feel like saying or doing anything, not because you don’t want to but you just don’t have enough energy to do so. You have been drained in all aspects of your being, literally and figuratively. There are moments when you laugh your heart out during the day then cry like a baby as the day comes to its end. Some people would probably think of this as a symptom of a mental illness of some sort. I have come to call it the sudden rush of emotions. Truth is, everyone experiences it, one way or another. You may try to hide it but the fact remains that it is uncontrollable by nature. It catches us in moments of vulnerability. I would like to think that I am strong enough to surpass this stage, unfortunately, in this very moment, I am losing my battle. I let vulnerability take over and emotions get the best of me. I am week, too weak to put up a fight. Yet I feel that I need this—the chance to embrace it so I would know how to shield myself, may be not entirely, from all sorts of pain when the next sudden rush of emotions comes along.
